Also, about yiffi Furry stuff, I *dared* ask someone who drew things like that why.

Why do you need to create those images of creatures suffering?

It dissipates some bad karma. I am human, with all its defects that infers. It would be a big lie if I were to deny that the ideas in those images have not recurred in my mind.
Strange as it may sound, this is catharsis for my soul. By putting those images onto paper, I purge dark feelings from my mind. Victimizing someone or being someone else's victim is not a situation I would like to find myself. Unless it were a play, a game between consenting adults.