Slightly more on-topic, I'd say: don't let it bother you too much. Good intentions and seemingly plausible plans for a clan often don't turn out the way you expected them to, and most of the time it isn't entirely your fault. Just forget about the whole thing and try to find some joy in playing the game again.

Edit: or try expanding to a multiple games, like Blazey (who beat me to making another post by a minute) just said.