That was it, her face moved back to the face i look at everyday.

The dirty church windows let just a little light, the church was lightend by several candels that where decorating the wall.

Two candles died out as he walked passed them, covering the churches walls with creepy shadows.

He approached the altar and fell down on his knees.

Brian looked up at the holy cross. "You work in mysterious ways lord, what does this mean and why are they talking to me."

Brian had to laugh about himself.

"You give me shelter, you give me food, you give me life..."

He then raised his voice. "Now give me some answers, ok?"

Brian stood up and pressed his lips against the cross, he then walked to one of the remaining church benches and lay down on it.

"Yet another day in deep lonelyness, i've had more then enough of this."

He then immidiatly stood up and walked to the back of the church and pushed the doors open, a cold wind entered the church and blew out the last few candles, the sun hurt his eyes and he looked around, birds in trees, the sun high in the sky.

"I had to miss all of this for several years, but i can be happy out here to, not to many people come near the church since i am here."

He walked trough the soft grass and lay down in it. he closed his eyes and slept for several hours, when he woke up the sky was black and filled with a handfull of stars.

He walked back to his old and familiar church and shut the doors when he entered. When he looked at the altar he could make out the silhouet of a person sitting in on his knees.