Yeah, I can see why I've fallen from grace around here in the process of this war. I just couldn't keep up a facade anymore, had to deal with some troubles, you know? Radium's impact on my artistic process is something that's shaped my life quite strongly, possibly quite badly as well, and there's a strong relation there to the fact that I lost my former best friend, who is also watching this battle. Put me under quite some pressure. I'm afraid I had some terrible issues to deal with, and let it out on you guys. But a deal of coping with pain is humor. I try hard to smile at this whole ordeal, and I tried hard to be able to make you smile while I'm puking my heart out at you. I'm sorry for not being terribly entertaining. It's been a strange balance act between wanting to win, wanting to prove myself, and all that stuff, so I can see that my submissions were probably pretty weird to read and that my behaviour has tainted their reception. I can do nothing but apologize and hope that you can find it in your hearts to understand my position, yeah?