I'm sorry if people have been mean to you. ):

People sometimes get frustratred when they should be thinking more about the feelings of the person they're being frustrated at. We all do it, myself included.

However, frankly, some things that you've posted don't make sense (: As Derby said, find someone who understands you and they can explain to you what you're doing that makes some of us angry/frustrated. (:

On behalf of....myself....Welcome! (:

If you have questions about the JCF or Jazz in general, don't hesitate to ICQ me (: my ICQ # is 69416613. I'm not online much, and I can't guarantee I'll understand you, but I'll sure try! (: