well as you can see it's hard to forget such... hm, experiences? as a kid I was shy and pretty withdrawn so obviously I spent the majority of my time at home and communities such as this were, let's say, helpful for me. even though by "community standards" I'm probably still a "young boy ;S" (reference #1 haha) I also associate the days I spent just playing jj2 and chatting around on irc as those days where I didn't have to give a shit what was going around as opposed to how my life looks now. well as weird as it would look, it could be a symbol how my life as a younger kid looked like, without stress, just chillin' at home, safe with my parents, you know the deal.