The majority of artists don't start off that great, unless you're a savant, which is very rare. The sheer majority of "talent" is dedicated learning and practice. That dedicated learning is finding out is looking within the details of what makes art appealing, then trying it out yourself, which will take some practice.

Many artists have a thing where they keep removing old art out of self-consciousness, further adhering to the unrealistic illusion that the majority of people suddenly get talent. I'm tired of it.

You're not convincing anyone by you saying you weren't spamming or constantly breaking the rules.