It honestly concerns me how you out of all players are the one that wrote this. I obviously can't speak for all of the players, but to me at least, and surely to the majority of the other active players, you seem like a pretty nice and down to earth guy.

Like you said, you are always very respectful and kind to everyone. I never see you insulting others or trashtalking. You don't start unnecessary fights, and when there is a fight going on, you leave yourself out of it. Basically, you got a clean record, at least in my book.

I know you and I don't talk much, but I've never even heard someone make a tiny complaint about your behavior. If you were a genuinely bad person as you said someone led you to believe, I'd be the first guy in the game to talk to you directly and criticize you. I just don't know who made you think so low of yourself. It pains me to see you sad, you definitely deserve some more respect.

Lighten up, you're still one of the good guys.
P.S. This is probably in the wrong forum but oh well.